He said come my way
I said yeah
Now that I’m here
He wants me to stay…..and sway
So I….
I run
I leave
Never to come back or look for thee
Not that I dont want to
But we’re worlds apart in every way
I for me
You for thee
Let my love guide you through eternity
That’s how I want it to be
Find me by day
Love me by night
My tears of joy are in your sight
Sim.2
They say stay in it to win it
I say f**k it and forget it
Why……………………….
Why the hell am I to like or even love
Why love when hurt is just as wicked as using a gun
Why stay when all you did was lie
Why talk when I just keep hearing baby I tried
Why…..just tell me why
You lied and for some reason I just keep asking why
So, here I am asking myself why
Why didnt I run when my heart started to cry
Why didnt I leave when you made the first lie
Why didnt I go when you just said its alright
Why………..that’s all I want to know
Why
Sim.2
As pain strips my soul
I no longer feel whole
I dont want to see
It gets harder to breath
I no longer fight to feel
It gets easier to reach
But difficult to get back to thee
Torture has escaped me
And the sands of time is falling quickly
My innate emotion says run
But I……………….
I want to dance
Dance to the music of the sun
I think too late
Yes…………I’ve been burned
Burned again
Burned by love
Sim.2
As the sun rose and it hit my skin
I felt the pain of him within
I knew it was wrong
I could tell it wasnt right
But just for tonight
I wanted him back in my life
I knew he wasnt mine
I knew he wasnt going to stay
But all I wanted was for him to come my way
I wanted him to want me
I wanted him to love me
I wanted him everywhere
That’s why I was going to have his baby
I could tell he knew I had a plan
But I just wanted him to hold my hand
Take me now and forever more
Love me so that my spirit soars
Make me free like how it used to be
Yes that’s it………
I’m going to carry your baby
Sim.2
I’ve told you I love you
A million times over
And yet I’ve so much more to give
So much more love to show
More of me left for you
My glow isn’t complete without you with me
I guess its hard to not want to be your baby
I made a decision to stand by your side
I love you everyday, through good and bad times
No doubts, no trouble
No trials or all
Just me and you rocking this ship
Sailing far from them all
So let them talk, look, stare and sneer
Spread rumours about us and make fuss
I’ve got you; you’ve got mr
Your my baby, definitely meant to be
Torpid rain hit the earth
Death crept up as day passed night
Sunlight faded from this earth
My time has come, his justice undone
I made it through my worse fears
Time to tell where my hell is
I loved too hard
Too strong
Too much
I loved a man who didn’t care enough
Pain seared me as oil seared meat
That was what I was doing to myself
That’s how much I loved thee
I made it my point of duty to go
Go and have this baby
Before you or anyone else know.
I’m black as a hawk soaring above the seas
As dark as midnight can’t be seen
I’m an ugly duckling mama didn’t want
Papa hated me that he cursed the day I was born
I’m as hideous of a beast
Only nature seems not to hate me
Yet I wait with bated breath to die
Slowly my insides are turning against me
Cause I cant seem to see anything beautiful about me
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She’s as black as midnight
Yet she shine
Moonlight hits her an she glows a radiant colour
Fighting for acceptance from society
If only she knew
How much I love her
Her smile is pearly white
Her laughter moves my heart
Yet her sadness weakens me to the core
I wish she may see her self not as hideous
But as beauty, sweet beauty
Beauty so captivating its riveting
My beauty, her beast
Sim.2
Am I not woman
To love an to hold
To keep an to cherish until death do us part
Am I not worthy enough
To stand an fight
To make my battles be of worth
Am I not free
From pressures an strains
An ill gotten gains
Am I not me
Truth in its realest form
Blessed as God’s own
Am I not…………….
Sim.2
Storm clouds tear through a gloomy sky
Dry winds rush in to cry
Piercing through the clouds of dawn
The sun is yet to rise
Loud rackets of noise pave the day
Blaring pains sears the eardrums in vain
“storms’ coming” that’s what they say
Yet I sit an wait
I’ve prepared for this day
Lightning dances across the sky
Thunderous sounds say good-bye
I sit and wait
Without asking why
Death is approaching
Sing me a lullaby
Sim.2
I went too far
I did it this time
I didn’t have a choice
So I had to make a run
I knew it was wrong
But was I to do
To stay and take abuse
From the one man that I barely knew
My boss was my only hope
My strength an my king
He fed me when no-one else wanted me to win
But here I am
His mistress love
Abused and torn
Destroyed from above
I guess a shot to the head would leave trails
A knife wound wouldn’t do the damage anyway
But poison worked……yes it does
Large amounts in the system counts
He died a slow death
Painful as is
Now I’m on the run
For killing a politician
Sim.2
I could hold you in my arms and never let go
Tell you how much I love you and do it slow
Whisper my every desire and let it show
But I wake this morning and you had to go
……………………………………………………..
I left without a sound or a trace
I left because this isn’t what I wanted for her
I left because her love drove men crazy….drove me insane
I left because my wife was in my mind
My baby was calling my name
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I sat up in bed wondering why
Went out to the balcony an started to cry
How did I love him and this be
Why couldn’t I tell that he wasnt going to choose me
I saw the sunrise in its most wonderful hues
But pain stung me hard, yes its the truth
I heard dogs bark and children cry
But that wasnt enough to stop my cries
I went into the shadows to hide out the pain
Sat in corner screamed in vain
Found the bottle of pills
Did it my way
Light left my eyes I’m leaving today
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- ” We’re calling to inform you that Ms.Brown is in the ICU at Andrews Memorial Hospital……………….”
I knew what they said
I knew what that meant
She tried to take her life, but it didn’t end
Why did this have to be
How can I love them both without hurting me
I went blank and numb cause I couldn’t cry
I wanted to go but it was too much inside
I left the house not being pleased
Heading to the hospital to be with my baby
And I realise then that I love her so
God help me please
Dont let her go
Sim.2
Baby…I gotta go
Seriously I do
I gotta leave
I’m gonna be late
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I saw the sun rise
It was gloriously wonderful
The golden hues of yellow an orange showing so brightly
I felt the easy caress of the morning wind
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I felt him around me
I knew he wanted more
I could tell….yes, that’s for sure
I sensed his yearning
His lingering touch
The scent of his natural body
I felt this much
But I had to go
Definitely had to leave
My son was calling
His wife was waiting
Yes…..this was the scene
And I………..
I hated to plea
So I needed to leave
Leave before my mind hit reality
Sim.2
What is sex without the touch and the kiss
What is sex without me an you doing it in bliss
What is sex without you
What is sex without me
What is sex without great chemistry
What is sex without a bit of teeth an fingernails
What is sex without pain
What is sex without aggression or a bit or a bit of gain
What is sex without the rain
What is sex without screaming my name
What is sex without the handcuffs an chains
What is sex without…………
I could find everything an ask you what is sex without
I could show an make you see
Vividly imagine all of me
But then
What is sex with everything
The touch, the kiss
The magic and all that’s bliss
What is sex…..with or without all of this
Sim.2
I know he’s going to flip
Better yet bitch
But I cant help it
I’m already pregnant
And yes….he’s got to deal with it
In my mind I know its wrong
In my heart I’ll forever sing a sad song
But this is my life
I do what I want to do
But daddy wont see it that way
Not yet not today
…………………………………………
What are you doing, why are you still pregnant?
Daddy I love him, cant you accept that
No I cant…he doesn’t love you! If he did he would have choose you
But daddy please its his baby
So what are you afraid……he’ll know the child is his in time the baby will know
I don’t know, I’m scared to go
I got you baby let’s go
Get on the plane, walk slow
…………………………………..
I stood there looking
Waiting to see
If he would come
If time would stop for me
But they kept calling
And I needed to run
To get away from him
From everything under his sun
Sim.2
