•October 8, 2008 •
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He said come my way
I said yeah
Now that I’m here
He wants me to stay…..and sway
So I….
I run
I leave
Never to come back or look for thee
Not that I dont want to
But we’re worlds apart in every way
I for me
You for thee
Let my love guide you through eternity
That’s how I want it to be
Find me by day
Love me by night
My tears of joy are in your sight
Sim.2
Posted in Twisted love
Tags: deep thoughts
•October 25, 2008 •
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They say stay in it to win it
I say f**k it and forget it
Why……………………….
Why the hell am I to like or even love
Why love when hurt is just as wicked as using a gun
Why stay when all you did was lie
Why talk when I just keep hearing baby I tried
Why…..just tell me why
You lied and for some reason I just keep asking why
So, here I am asking myself why
Why didnt I run when my heart started to cry
Why didnt I leave when you made the first lie
Why didnt I go when you just said its alright
Why………..that’s all I want to know
Why
Sim.2
Posted in Painful Hurts
Tags: emotions
•October 26, 2008 •
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As pain strips my soul
I no longer feel whole
I dont want to see
It gets harder to breath
I no longer fight to feel
It gets easier to reach
But difficult to get back to thee
Torture has escaped me
And the sands of time is falling quickly
My innate emotion says run
But I……………….
I want to dance
Dance to the music of the sun
I think too late
Yes…………I’ve been burned
Burned again
Burned by love
Sim.2
Posted in Painful Hurts
Tags: emotions
•November 17, 2008 •
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As the sun rose and it hit my skin
I felt the pain of him within
I knew it was wrong
I could tell it wasnt right
But just for tonight
I wanted him back in my life
I knew he wasnt mine
I knew he wasnt going to stay
But all I wanted was for him to come my way
I wanted him to want me
I wanted him to love me
I wanted him everywhere
That’s why I was going to have his baby
I could tell he knew I had a plan
But I just wanted him to hold my hand
Take me now and forever more
Love me so that my spirit soars
Make me free like how it used to be
Yes that’s it………
I’m going to carry your baby
Sim.2
Posted in Painful Hurts
Tags: emotions
•September 19, 2009 •
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Breath, relax, go easy, move slow
But how do I do that
How do I let go
How do I face myself
How do I say it anit so
How do I say it anit true
How do I do it…do me instead of you
How do I remain true
I try to see if this is surreal but after a mild heart attck
Life tends to be even more real…to me if I may say so
Its funny how life an death are one in the same
Just like how night passes for day to make way
Its funny how God gives an how God take
Just like how my heart felt like it was giving way.
Sim.2
Posted in Crying Out
Tags: emotions
•May 17, 2009 •
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Moving slowly
With sands driving me deeper into the earths core
I’m yet to see why I love you and you can’t stand the sight of me
I’d hate to think that I was the one that made you into this
Made you into the man that had all things bliss
What a bitch!
Moving deeper
With earth as my sheild I am at a place where no-one can find me
And yet still you can’t see
All the things that you really meant to me
I just wanted to love you true an real
But I’m the garbage that you choose to dispose of
So tell me
What’s the deal!
I anit mad
Anit upset
Too tired to cry
Anit going to get into a fit
Anit gonna ask myself why
Cause I knew I tried
I just did what I thought was best
Yup……….laid you to rest
Who would have thought it
Hahaha
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.
Sim.2
Posted in Painful Hurts
Tags: emotions